Wednesday, 23 May 2012

new shoes :)

a voice said i havent write too long. guess 2 months are not that close.

its freaky that i still have that shivers running through my veins when i thought about ACD. i can liken the first assessment experience and its interpretively horrible ending to my driving lessons classes - it was that horror. with all the crying and stuffs.

i should be stronger now. just dont know how strong. how would i know, then? (read: this is a VERY big question mark).

 i went a lot with him in these late months. so much conflicts happened and such blessings to have them all answered very unexpectedly and gracefully indeed. when we both looked back, he went silent for a minute and said, "it feels like everything has been made easier for us." indeed they have, and i was speechless, and he asked "why?" i smiled a bit and said "yeah. i dont know what to say, actually." and he said, "then say alhamdulillah." and gestured with his shoulder. i smiled wide and said alhamdulillah a lot a lot as i can remember i didnt count them, until i got teary and he gently said "everything will be okay."

i got my health back. alhamdulillah.

his business is doing good. alhamdulillah.

my work is pacing up. alhamdulillah.

we got two free vacations. alhamdulillah.

 the BIG day will be this year! alhamdulillah.

and most importantly, my dear prayers have been, oh, dearly answered. thank You, ya Allah. alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.