Friday 4 November 2011

secret recipe's

it was a deliberating session with danni.

he had a good point, malay people especially in this company are always judgemental and pointlessly jealous of other people's success, whether they deserve it or not.

i admittedly was really curious as of how a friend of ours who have worked only about 2 years in the company can get the highest performance rating, beating all the seniors before him.

for the record, it really is something - it makes you think, assume and judge.

but we figured out that, at the end, it doesnt even matter. it's Allah's decision to give, we don't need to dispute if it is really decided.

if our friend really achieved it, though the award is handsome, the price is also high- he has to justify other people's judgements, surpass everyone's expectations, and he literally cannot fail. i mean, unless he was definitely eyeing and working into it and be prepared for all the consequences it'll bring, it will be something not only built can endure.

if it happens to me (i mean, wow, that's great, i just got paid about 6x more than other people i can get married and go to honeymoon instantly), but i still dont have any idea what will happen after that.

and yeah, if i really want to get awards like that (who doesnt, right?) i should shut my mouth and work as hell hard.

i'm relieved to know that i am still me in my head and heart and not to try to repeat someone else pointlessly, then.

-the seeker is who the seeker seeks for-

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