1. it has always been about satisfying my thirst for knowledge, not for the sake of scoring high or meeting deadlines.
2. "allahumma innaka afwul kareem, tuhibbul afwa, fa'fu 'anna- o Lord, You are the most forgiving, and You love Your slaves asking forgiveness from You, therefore please forgive our sins." this prayer mentions the Allah's name 'al-afwu', which not only means The Most Forgiving but also the One who effaces sins (making all the sins disappear as if they were never done). during the judgement day, even the angels who used to dictate our right and wrong doings (atid & rakib, correct me if im wrong) will not remember writing down our sins which have been forgiven under Allah's name al-afwu.
3. dreamed about loved ones, palaces, cakes, beautiful scenery of green hills and slowly flowing blue-crystal clear rivers beside ice, swimming pools and high tech mirror and tv. also about saving my prince through prayers and been kissed.
4. i think spring has started. the sun shines brightly and the clouds are dancing in the sky and the leaves are being blown by the wind. plus i dont feel really cold anymore. it's beautiful.
5. ya Allah, jgn benarkan aku sakitkan org2 yang aku sayang..ameen
6. 'alhamdulillah anak-anak ma so far suma baik2 dan tak susah nak ajar. tak macam anak-anak orang lain, sampai afiq pun cakap 'afiq tak reti kawan ngan sesetengah budak tu, diorg kutuk mak diorang sendiri'. anak-anak ma tak macam tu. ma faham especially time umur-umur korang sekarang ni, hati tu sentiasa rasa resah gelisah. fikir mcm2, psl hidup, ms dpan, bf gf, psl pe org2 ckp tntang korang, stadi semua. sebab tu ma sentiasa btau anak2 ma ma ampunkn dosa anak2 ma yg lepas, sekarang dan akn dtg. sebab ma nak anak2 ma sentiasa tenang. tenang tu penting, tak tenang kta tak boleh bfikir ngan baik. and pesan ma, usah fikir psl org2 yg xda kaitan kasih syg ngan kita, psl pe diorg fikir etc. and kena biasakan dr kecik membantu ma, supaya dpt ringan tulang bila nak membantu orang nanti, beri sedekah etc. sampai bila-bila pun ma nak sentiasa dekat dengan anak-anak ma, take care and reach you all. insyaAllah.'
...to be continued
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