Sunday 18 May 2008

keep it slow and steady, and appreciate everything that you have

you know when you finally found something or someone that you love, when it seems that it is too late?

i remembered when skylar said to will, 'it isnt fair. i have been here for three years now, but i just found you.' and then will replied, 'but you found me.' and smiled.

to meet someone you love just to be so far away from him. who knows what God has planned for us, aite? just like when i suddenly realized, after three semesters taking atmospheric science units, that this is what i'd really love to do- i want to be an atmospheric scientist. just when i already taken geoscience as my major. just when im already a second year student. just when i knew that i have to actually taken more physics and maths units to be able to take atmospheric science as my major. just when im already sponsored by petronas to take geoscience and come back and work for them as a geoscientist for at least 8 years. or else find a job somewhere to support myself and my family.

but then, how could i ever know? i dont know that im going to fall in love with it. i dont know that i will enjoy the tireness doing the subjects and learning the difficult concepts. and to score so good im better at atmospheric science compared to my major geoscience units.

but then, you know.

im glad that i found what i'd really love to do. no matter how late it is. no matter how long i have to wait. God's will, i will be given the chance to do what i really want. God's will, i will one day, finally, become an atmospheric scientist. God's will- nothing's impossible, aite?

just like when i finally found him and fell in love with him. just to know that i had to leave. just to know that we'll be so far apart. but then, im really glad that i found him. im really glad that i made the move. im really glad that i dont give up on him. even though i know, we all know, that we still dont know the ending of our stories. no one knows what's going to happen.

but then, you know.

i wont give up.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

What happened to medicine?